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All Torn Up

2011-12-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to do anymore. If only I am free to do anything I want. I want to know what's inside that brain. Tell me what's in that so that I'll know if am the only one thinking it or what. Am totally confused now..... Confused in terms of what's the right thing to do. The only thing I know is that am hurting.. Hurting so badly.... I really don't want to be selfish when it comes to this. I want to rant everything out. I need to talk this out to someone but I know I can't do that cause if I do. I'll lose that one thing I need and love the most.

Imu Universe.... Island View Galaxy forever

2011-12-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

I never thought it would come to this. All I knew is that the right thing to do would make life happier and easier. Then I don't understand why when am doing the right thing already...... It hurts me badly inside, like it's tearing me apart slowly. I knew from the very start that I didn't have the right to even have a say on it but it seemed like what we call fate? It may sound corny and all but did you guys even think that it may be true. That destiny... fate.... exists.... It feels like I've found myself when I've found it..... I can say this is my life that am staring at. I've come to say now that what I did is meaningless.. I've lost what's important to me, I've lost my life, I've lost it..... I can say that I regret what I've done. I thought doing the right thing or doing it for the right thing would make things better. I guess I didn't think it through..... I can say am this stupid to even do that. I guess this is goodbye then... Am too tired crying through all this... I feel s hurt on how this reacts to me... I can say now that I can cover up what I truly feel. So that no one will notice even you..... ISLAND VIEW GALAXY

Love at First Sight?

2011-11-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

I never really believed in love at first sight. It seems really corny or so stupid. Hahaha. But when I saw you I didn't know it would happen. I can't seem to stop myself from telling you everything even though I want to keep it all to myself but whenever your there the words just come out of my mouth. I guess I really have the tendency to tell you the truth, like your hypnotizing me. I never thought I would fall deeply in love with you this way. I just hope and pray that we'll be together forever and end up with each other. As what you say "soul mate", it sounds really funny but it seems like your right about that. I love you and that's all I know. Island View~ Hahaha.

2011-03-19T11:32:00.000+08:00

Tired..... What do you want from me? Be a prisoner for you? Never have fun at all? I don't know what's going on in that brain of yours anymore. I love you but your making everything difficult for both of us.

Trust?

2011-02-13T05:27:00.000+08:00

I trust him....... but how come he's making it hard for me to do that. Am now laying down, going soon to bed. I was just looking through his phone when I saw a call and text to his ex. What should I be thinking then? Is anyone thinking what am thinking too? If it were you in my shoes, what would you be thinking then? Am so confused and I don't know what to do........ I need You LORD, help me what I need to do. :'(

Year Ends

2010-12-29T09:39:00.000+08:00

It's almost the end of the year. Everything seems good but lovelife of mine goes bad if am doing good in my career. Of course that's not good. Ugh! I need help!

Chibi~!

2010-12-12T15:15:00.000+08:00

Our new pet! Chibi~!!!! Half shitzu & half spitz.

Frenemy

2010-12-03T11:41:00.000+08:00

I really can't believe that you would do that to me, too. I'd always thought that your a better person, I thought wrong. I'd always thought of you as a close & good friend. But with what you did.... I can just say WOW. as in............... You got mad just because of that? And I've been hurt and insulted by you a lot of times but I just took it as a joke so that we won't get into this. And now, we we're just kidding and the joke isn't even insulting like how you joke around us. I really can't believe you that you could do that even to me. I love you friend but if you don't like me anymore then I won't push myself to you and I won't say sorry since I know I didn't do anything wrong. You have even never said sorry to me for all the things you have joked ans insulted me. I would just forget this since your my friend even though I know that you don't think of me as a friend anymore. I guess we're frenemies? frenemy=friend+enemy. Good bye FRIEND. :(

Wishist

2010-12-01T09:17:00.000+08:00

Wish. wish. wish. Gift? hmmmm. This year, I don't really know what I want for CHRISTmas. hmm. I feel contented, I think I am. Since I have nothing to yearn for. I have my family, my boyf, new friends, I know my old friends are still there. Am actually happy and contented. Thank You LORD for this contentment that you have given me. I can't ask for more, but of course if I do receive a gift then why not I will be more than happy to accept that gift. Whoever is willing to give. wahhahahah!

Last 2

2010-11-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥ Met up with boyf in SM. Calling me up saying that he bought something and there were only 2 left so he had to buy it. Then when we met up he surprised me with a cute Lion stuff toy!!!!! awwwwwwww. Thank you sooooooo much love! mwah mwah mwah. I so love you. Had a fun time with boyf in SM. just laughing all the way. I so so so heart you. You really made my day and I really don't expect you to do these for me since I do know that your not this kind of guy but you still do it for me. Thank you for making me happy. Mwah! ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ weird looks ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ ♥ ♥ meet Xavee ♥ ♥ ♥

I ♥ the name

Maki's First Time

2010-11-29T17:46:00.000+08:00

Maki had his first run outside yesterday! awww. so cute! hehe. We walked and run going to Ann's House just in Mabolo ,too. Took pictures for his first time. hehe.

Maki & My Bro

Till My Heartache's End

2010-11-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

Watched Kimerald's newest movie. Sad to say that they are really having problems in real life. The movie seems like it's really talking about just maybe in what's happening with them now. I can also see that they do truly love each other in the way you look at their eyes. But to those who haven't watched it, it's actually worth a watch. I love Filipino Romantic Movies. Support Filipino Movies!

Night Out

2010-11-28T19:38:00.000+08:00

Had fun time with Team Tag Heuer in Mango. Drinking session that did not end badly. hehe. Thank GOD. Ate at breakfast after all the night life. haha. Am really thankful that I have my boyfie with me there, I always feel secured and protected whenever he is around. I love you! and of course the never ending love that GOD has for me. I love you LORD!

me & Z

Boyfie & Me

the rest of the pictures are here http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=250920&id=617187610

Long Time

2010-11-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

Long time since I last saw Alli! I really missed her soooo much. and of couse Ja-deh! haha. ui~ Amazingly your working already too! Now I feel that I belong. haha. Very good Ja-deh! Alli, we need to meet again.. I really missed talking about anything with you and I mean anything. haha. I love you Alli!

Tag Heuer

2010-11-27T17:06:00.000+08:00

BEST TEAM yet! hehe. had somuch fun in work today.Just took on call and tada! done. hahah.trained for CSQB. lots and lots of picture taking. haha. and of course Stream Idol, lot of great singers out there. Check the pictures out. heheh.

After training.

During Training

Before Training

Me and Ching

Ching and Me

Me and Grace

Me, Ja and Z

Best Day yet for the Team Tag Heuer! hehe. GOD bless us.

You

2010-11-26T11:29:00.000+08:00

Waking up and seeing your face really makes my day.I love hugging you constantly, I really love the warmth I feel from you. Thank my love ♥. Just a couple of days ago you woke me up with this flashing light ball thingy. I was really touched even though I know I was not really showing it but am happy that even on that moment you were somewhere doing something else, you still remembered me and bought me that, knowing that you have little money left. Thank you so much. I hope that our love will forever grow and will never get tire of each other. I love you baby. Thank you GOD for giving him to me.

Thanksgiving

2010-11-26T09:14:00.000+08:00

No work for the very first time. haha. Well, everyone's celebrating Thanksgiving Day. So of course, am thankful for everything that happened in my life. So first off I wanna thank GOD for giving me everything... everything seems so perfect now the only thing missing now is my old friends.... where are you guys??? Alli, Anne and the rest of the gang. I miss you guys. Can't wait to give out the groceries with you guys again. :)

For work, everything is goooooood. :) Thank GOD for the best team yet. I love my team so am happy and contented. The people in it are just the best can't explain how great they are. I love you guys, you just don't know it. hehe.

So, it's CHRISTmas.... will start creating a CHRISTmas list. hehe. need to budget everything >.< excited for CHRISTmas even tho I know am gonna spend it in the office again. doesn't really matter. haha.

Lastly, my family and boyfriend. They have been the best lately. hehe. I love you guys.

GOD bless us. I love you LORD!!! and thank you for everything. and of course, I love you Maki!!!!!!!!!

Calculator

2010-03-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

Missing my previous team "Bastion", I was so worried when this week started. Because it was this week that I'll be joining the new team "Calculator", I got really sad to be separated from my teammates. But right now, it's actually kinda okay having new teammates and new team leader. They did kinda made me feel welcome and they were really friendly as well. Eventho some are just too much in their heads. haha. Well what I mean is, they even haven't reached the top point yet and they are yet to be there. Well, for those who doesn't understand, nevermind... hahaha. because I don't understand what I just said too. hahaha. Well... Adjustment again for another team... I guess I should just accept this change, as what they say everything happens for a reason. Well I should be happy. I should do everything for GOD's glory!! ^-^

WOW

2010-02-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

I had my very first WOW last January. A WOW means that a customer really appreciated what agents have done for them by telling the supervisors how great they were. Weeeeeee~

Here's the WOW email from work

Here's what we got from the WOW. a WOW pin!

Am really thankful to GOD! Without HIM, this wouldn't have happened. Weeeee~ I love you LORD! ^-^

sodexho~!

2010-01-27T12:16:00.000+08:00

Last week I won a Sodexho Gift certificate worth P400 for being the Top 1 with the most calls in a day. Then today I won again for being the Top 3 with the most calls in a day!!! Another P400!!! woohooo!!! So thankful to GOD! Then we had a raffle draw for the Over Time Commitments and then I won P100 worth of Sodexho Gift Certificate. I feel so blessed. One more thing, our team for the team Bastion also won a free breakfast for the most Resolved Calls!! Boo Yah! Thank YOU so much LORD!

My 2nd batch of Sodexho for today, used up the first batch of sodexho already.xD

The Free Breakfast - courtesy of TL Gil

Blessed ;]

2010-01-13T02:14:00.000+08:00

Am happy that am able to buy things for myself, especially when I really can't go and ask my dad for it. I don't why but it just makes me feel shy or embarrased in asking something. So ever since I was younger, they would ask me what I wanted and I would say "it's all up to you". coz I would'nt know waht to say.

So I've always been kinda envious or jealous of people being able to ask from their parents. ugh! why can't I just say "can I pls have this, that, lalalalala" wahahha. well am happy that am able to buy these things all through my own earned money. ha! thank GOD for that. I have boought one of the things in my wishlist and now off to getting the next wish. hopefully it arrives before Sinulog, so that we can use it during Sinulog. hahaha. Am really happy that I can also give things to others as well. Just happy. =)

First Blog of the Year

2010-01-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

Well, New year...... Was really sad before the new year came. Was home complaining that I had to be in the office for new year. Was up early and so ready for office. haha and to think I didn't want to go to the office. Ate dinner with family and Junel. Hugs and kisses to the family before going to the office. Junel and I hanged out near the office before my shift starts. The streets and stores were awfully quite with the rain dropping on the road, looking at the road made me feel sad. Hugged and kissed Junel a happy new year before going into the office.

I was one of the first people in the office. haha. Had a new permanent cubicle, was really happy about it. :) Have my very own locker shared with Jai (our muslim princess, for real). Calls started, gave my new year greetings to my customers and messaged people in the emails as well, chatted with the family during the new year. I thought I was really going to be sad being in the office, but then seeing new great friends was really just okay. Hugged them and gave them a kiss for new year. :) Had a buffet at the pantry and ate together while chatting about things that happened in the office. Smiling, laughing about all the things, even though with a little bit of annoyance from our calls. But it was all great until the end of the shift. Am thankful for everything happened in 2009, new friends, new things, new beginnings as well. Happy New Year everyone and GOD bless. Let's start this new year with GOD's great love. ♥

operations

2009-12-30T08:59:00.000+08:00

am so happy! I passed nesting and am goona be startin ops tonight! Am so glad that am under TL Gil and with Hannah as well. Yehey~!!!! Thank you so much Lord~ weeeeee~!!! Ops here I come. hehe

First Call

2009-12-15T17:42:00.000+08:00

Yehey! Am so happy! My first caller was resolved and she was really great! She kept on laughing and she was just happy with me helping her! Great! hahaha. and most of the calls were just supposed to be transferred, I had 6 calls, 2 resolved, 3 transferred, 1 call back. Great! for a first timer like me. hahaha. Happy yo yo yo~!! thank GOD!!!!

Happy~! ♥

2009-12-14T16:38:00.000+08:00

♥ Awesomely and proudly happy for my baby~ He has a job already! Thank GOD for it~! Even though it's not a great job, but who cares as long as he has one! I hope now, he would be happy already. I know that he doesn't like the idea that I have a job and he doesn't and it was easy for me to have then him having a hard time looking for one. But what do you know? He has one already! Am so proud of my boyf! Mwah mwah mwah!!! I love you soooo much!!!! ♥

Sad.

2009-12-13T22:40:00.000+08:00

hmm. I don't know why. I just suddenly feel sad. My heart seem to beat fast right now. What's wrong with me? :( I miss GOD. I totally need HIM. I just can't go on life like this. It just doesn't feel right. :(

alone

2009-12-12T18:53:00.000+08:00

Since I woke up this morning. I was all alone, well I thought Achie was still sleeping. Waited for her to come down but then she didn't, text messaged her and then there I knew she was in Maribago! wah! Good thing Junel called me up and he told me that he was on the way home from work but he suddenly said am on my way there. awwwww~ ♥ that's why I love him. ahihihi. But back to being alone again, he went home already. boohoo~ We watched "Beowulf", 'tis my second time watching it and I still don't really like the movie. haha. Oh well, read Alli's blogs and decided to blog too. hahah. How I wish that I still live near to Alli's house so that when am bored I can just go to her house and "hang".

I can't wait for Monday tho, even if it scares me alot. huhuhuhu. Time to take in calls with real customers, time to die. hahaha. Well, all I want is Tuesday for salary time! hahaha. Time to buy for Christmas gifts, of course. Well, sad to say I won't be able to give everyone gifts this year. T.T Lucky for those who will. hahaha. Is it 11 or 12 more days to go till Christmas comes? :)

Happy!

2009-12-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, we had our 2 final exams and one "stinking" mock call. I hate mock calls for I was NEVER called for practiced calls in the room. ugh! But at least I know my way around the system. whew~! Even though I got an auto fail for the call but I passed over all!!! YEHEY!!! Having only 2 high marks and 4 failing marks. But those 2 marks didn't fail me, it's the only thing that pulled my grades up! whew~! thank GOD!!!

Nest week is time to take in calls. oh my! O.o scared to death here!!!!! I know I can do it. I know I can do it. hopefully. T.T So i got out off work and am really sorry "B" for making you wait an hour. aheheh. We went to Jobi to celebrate even though we had so little money. heheh. We bought 2 "La Paz Batchoy" and 1 regular fries. Suddenly Kyle text messaged us where were we and then there he was. ahhahah. Alli text messaged me that something was up about him. Asked Kyle but he just wouldn't talk. Sad to say that it means he just doesn't trust us and thinks of us not that of a close friend. But were just here for him if he needs us though. bugger! hahah. Then he wanted to go already so we did. We parted ways, we went home and he went back to UP. GOD bless dude~!

Project Ondoy

2009-10-03T11:35:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to gather a small amount for relief to the victims of Typhoon Ondoy. I'll be forwarding this to the people in Manila. It's a small amount but I'm sure it will make a difference, plus I'm not anyone popular who can aim for a bigger amount. $300 is already a big amount/ goal for me to try and gather.
So please, even just $1 can make a difference. Even $0.50 I'll be grateful, and that's no joke. Think about the small amounts adding up, that will certainly make a big impact! Your little contribution with definitely go a long way for our brothers and sisters in need.
For Cebuanos who wants to extend their help:
Cebuanos can help Ondoy victims too.
Tabang para sa mga biktima ni Ondoy.

First Cut

2009-09-28T04:06:00.000+08:00

yehey!!! Dress Down for a month. i won't have to think what to wear everyday! alright man! wahhahaha. but there was this one condition, we have to wear blue every monday. hahahha that would be fun, right? and oh yea! i had my first PAPER CUT ever!!!! and it was soooo deep i even felt my finger slide into that thick paper!!! o.O i just didn't have a picture of it. too bad isn't it? wahahhahah. and oh yea! of course we are still in training at work and of course we have to pass through exams and all that. thank GOD i passed the 2 long exams and the first quiz. thank GOD!!! i can't believe that we should also learn all those techy stuff! at least it was open notes and open all stuff! ahahhaha. my shift for this week would be 11pm - 8am. is that sad or happy? ahhaha. sad cause it's late i guess and happy because of night differential!!!!! keep that money coming!!!! wahahha. i even haven't received my first salary yet. hahahha. hopefully it would be this wednesday already so that i can get the clothes i bought from ty20. can't wait to receive my first salary!!!!! *goes wild*

First Day

2009-09-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

An exciting new experience in my life. ahihihi. and that is I HAVE A JOB! hahah. i just had my first day today. weeeeeeee~ and i applied and aisgned the contract last September 7. boooyah~! xD i was so scared last night that i had a hard time sleeping.

*this entry got destroyed. huhuhuh.

i don't remember what i typed down already. O.o

Graduation

2009-09-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

A new beginning has now begun. xD i just graduated~! xD i graduated last September 4 at Country Club. alright~! \m/ i came early with junel. xD well, i had to setup the projector and all, but i needed help so i asked junel to help me. xD he wasn't even supposed to go but i needed him. ayeeee~ cheesy~!! xD Achie and Mama came early too for the mass.

i don't think anyone was listening. O.o after the mass came the Graduation~!! xD When

we were getting ready to line up someone suddenly touched my foot! O.o 'twas Mara and Alli! so happy they came.

the tribute came up and everyone liked it! ^-^ except that certain someone. hmph! xp who cares. lol. Papa was so late. T.T but atleast he came. :Dthen picture taking was there of course.

and after dinner~! Elwin came and all we went to Ayala in Gerry's Grill.

There we ate and Aya caught up with us while waiting for the food. :D The Sisig na Bangus was sooooooooooooo yummy~! Gotta go back for some more. xD

Where are you Court?

2009-08-09T11:27:00.000+08:00

First off! a day of.... me and Aya looking for a basketball court. xD last week my cousin "Carl" said we'd play this sunday morning with my uncles and cousins on the court near their house. but then he texted saying that they went out home late last night from i have no idea where. haha. but me and Aya still went to their house and we just WALKED going there. >.<>

After playing with Aya in 30 mins, people were starting to play already. they went near us so we went away. T.T *sigh* I texted Achie and Junel that the court was taken and we were going home or if they knew another to place to play in. hehheh. but they didn't know any place. Aya remembered something! He saw some courts in front of The Gallery. We texted them saying that we were going to canvas courts! xD We did found 3 courts! and no one in sight! hahaha. called them up and told them where we were. so they caught up and a 2on2 game started! Aya and me VS Junel and Achie. all i did was laugh aaaallllllll the way! xD well was really having fun~ hihi. ^-^ got tired already >.<>

Aya doing "fade-away"

Junel having the shot of his life. xD

I didn't have a picture of my own coz "I" was the one taking the pictures.hahah. and i didn't havea nice picture of Achie playing. hihihi.

The night was the night~

2009-06-13T20:29:00.000+08:00

Last night was a really fun night. haha. First off was at sm. Me and Junel were waiting for them to text if they were on their way already to Matias. We were staying at Figaro having a contest of finding words. hihi.Then emme texted that she was in sm. so we met up with her and dadi "stan". OFF to Matias. they started to get hungry but we couldnt eat yet coz alli,elwin and kyle were LATE. ha! we were talking about politics coz of congressman tumbiga. wahhahaha. we were thinking if we would still go out after the dinner. a lot of minutes passed just to decide. >.<>

Last pic before leaving Pier 1

Group Pic!

thank YOU

2008-06-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

atleast my dad believes in me. its only my dad that i can talk properly to. i mean i can really tell him anything. coz he listens to me and tries to understand me. unlike my other family members. they dont even let me talk. *sigh* all they do is say what they think and yap all day long. and doesnt even hear what i have to say. *sigh* thats why i love my dad so much. its only him that i really want to bring close to GOD. *sigh* i suddenly miss my dad. am happy that we can text heart to heart. i love my dad soooooooooo much! no one dad can ever be better than him. thank YOU LORD for giving me a father like him. but of course YOU are way better. hehe. i love you sooooooooooo much LORD!!!! *hugs*

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