Homes

as what my blog says "Rants". I forgot about this place where I can just rant whatever I want. *sigh* People see me happy and all that. I am but seems like something's missing. I don't know what it is. I've been asking God why these things are happening to me. 

I have liked this guy for the longest time ever and he really just sees me as a "special friend" fiiinnnneee. I think I just will stop seeing him already. Just tires me when he gets all disappearing act again. I can't have that in my life anymore. Things are different now. I don't want games here and there.

 I know GOD has a plan all written down for me. I just have to be patient and not go with the wrong people anymore. I have to be careful about everything already. I need to pray and rethink things over and over again. I know God keeps saying 'be patient' but am such an impatient little girl. haha. I need to change this attitude. grr...

I thought things have been falling into place already. It might be with the work and all other things. Hmm... I just really need a breather now. I need to go somewhere I don't know and just relaaaax..... 

anyway, I guess this is all I have to rant for now. Will rant again soon. haha.

GOD Bless everyone!

Don't know what to do

I love Ric Segreto's song Don't Know What To Do. Chorus goes as 
"Don't know what to do whenever you are near 
Don't know what to say, my heart is floating in tears
When you pass by I could fly
Every minute, every second of the day
I dream of you in the most special way
You're beside me all the time"

I think I now understand this song. Hmm..... Am even unable to ask the question..... Is it too soon? Confused but I know how I feel. Your always the one am looking for and to think I didn't like you from the beginning. You showed effort even if I tried to push you away however when I began to like you, you backed off unknowingly. Pfft! I hate it. You playah? haha. 

还不知足

I really don't understand why people would have to hurts others to know which one they truly love. I know that this feeling would just go away since it was just a few months. I really hate letting myself fall so deeply all the time. I thank GOD for giving me friends that I can always run to. I just hope that since he chose her, I just really hope that he would focus only to her and not do the same thing in what he did to me. I hate him for now but I know this will pass and am happy that he really is focusing on her alone already. Thank GOD for that. Am happy for him being like that. It just hurts on my part that he did that to me. It's not easy but I know I can move on easily on this. I hope we can be good friends in the end and I hope I won't be bitter. I know my GOD is here helping me through this and I know GOD won't give me any trial that I can't go through. :')

我爱你 潘真褒!

I can say I give up forever to see you even just for a moment just to be with you. i don't want the world to see me 'cause I don't think that they'd understand. I hope those words are not your lies and would be the things that would keep me waiting for you until the right time comes. It's really sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along.


Hmmmmmmmm..... Bakit parang puros lyrics ata toh. wahahahahaha. ano bah un........ toink! I ♥ you JAP!!!!

大哥哥生日快樂 ！

Happy Birthday Aya!

HUNGER

Imbes ang ako gi adto sa office ganina kay ang open forum churvalu. it ended up nuon nga nag inum sila. sauceness! Haaaaaays... Ako man nuon ang bridge ani nga problema, to think wala nako dira dayun ako pa ang mutabang. kapuia sad ani ha. hahaha. pero ok ra as long as ma ok namo. kamo jud. kamo man unta ang na una ug kasuod dayun kamo pa nuon ang nag away2 ron. saon na lang jud mo. 

Anyways, nalingaw ra man sad ko sa kalit2 nga inum ninyo. haha. Pero sa sunod tawn kung wala mo'y kwarta ingun sad mo ui and di sad tah sa place nga mahal kay na unsa na lang toh ang nahitabo ganina. wala na lang unta ko ni buy ug food para nakatabang ko ug bayad. kamo jud. tsk tsk. Sa sunod kung nahan mo diri na lang mo sa amo rooftop mag inum... para walay problema ka sauceness jud ninyo ui. tsk tsk. pero still I love you guys. ayeeeeeeee. hahahaha. Still enjoyed your company. hehehe.

All Torn Up

I don't know what to do anymore. If only I am free to do anything I want. I want to know what's inside that brain. Tell me what's in that so that I'll know if am the only one thinking it or what. Am totally confused now..... Confused in terms of what's the right thing to do. The only thing I know is that am hurting.. Hurting so badly.... I really don't want to be selfish when it comes to this. I want to rant everything out. I need to talk this out to someone but I know I can't do that cause if I do. I'll lose that one thing I need and love the most. 

Imu Universe.... Island View Galaxy forever

I never thought it would come to this. All I knew is that the right thing to do would make life happier and easier. Then I don't understand why when am doing the right thing already...... It hurts me badly inside, like it's tearing me apart slowly. I knew from the very start that I didn't have the right to even have a say on it but it seemed like what we call fate? It may sound corny and all but did you guys even think that it may be true. That destiny... fate.... exists.... It feels like I've found myself when I've found it..... I can say this is my life that am staring at. I've come to say now that what I did is meaningless.. I've lost what's important to me, I've lost my life, I've lost it..... I can say that I regret what I've done. I thought doing the right thing or doing it for the right thing would make things better. I guess I didn't think it through..... I can say am this stupid to even do that. I guess this is goodbye then... Am too tired crying through all this... I feel s hurt on how this reacts to me... I can say now that I can cover up what I truly feel. So that no one will notice even you..... ISLAND VIEW GALAXY

Love at First Sight?

I never really believed in love at first sight. It seems really corny or so stupid. Hahaha. But when I saw you I didn't know it would happen. I can't seem to stop myself from telling you everything even though I want to keep it all to myself but whenever your there the words just come out of my mouth. I guess I really have the tendency to tell you the truth, like your hypnotizing me. I never thought I would fall deeply in love with you this way. I just hope and pray that we'll be together forever and end up with each other. As what you say "soul mate", it sounds really funny but it seems like your right about that. I love you and that's all I know. Island View~ Hahaha.

Tired..... What do you want from me? Be a prisoner for you? Never have fun at all? I don't know what's going on in that brain of yours anymore. I love you but your making everything difficult for both of us.